"Keep my dreams alive, and I'll keep you breathing.
Let's get lost together and babe we'll keep on dreaming."
Sometimes, I write to soothe myself. To let thoughts out of my head that would otherwise eat my brain. I write to... Runaway. To run from everything. Like a drug. To get away from reality for a while. To get the secrets out and to release the weight of everything holding me down. Fantasy is better than reality, in more ways than one narrow path.
See, I write to save myself. To save my whispers to a minimum, and my screeching to a dead roll of sound waves. My spoken words fall on deaf ears and mute mouths. People are too wrapped up in their own lives to take the time to listen, and that's okay. I don't write for you, I don't write for the girl behind you, I don't write for the old guy on the corner, nor do I write for the young girl playing hopscotch. I write for me. I write to leave me wanting more. I write to make words count, to leave myself without doubts.
I write to create meanings for the rhymes said in hidden poems, and for the easy listening music that I clutch for something to bear on my ears. I write to give myself the ability to run; away from you, and away from myself sometimes.
Yes, I write, and you read. You see what my thoughts are, what I aspire to do in life, and what my past has painted. I write to make you think, and make you wonder my points. Remember, I write for me, not you.
In the end, it's you. You giving me motivation and courage to write for myself.
Because when I write for myself, you listen. You read, and think; wonder and write for yourself. I write for me giving hope to let you write for you.
Read my thoughts. Listen to my words.
Write for yourself.
Revert it back to me.
Only then, can you say you've written for yourself.
Yanno...I feel like sometimes people
ReplyDeleteseem to forget what they write for,
and to them it's just something to do
in the moment...you clearly show that
you do it because it keeps you grounded
and sane. I've never seen someone so
passionate about something so intangible.
You've got your head on straight my love.
(:
I love you...
so amazing, you. to know exactly what it is youre doing while in this state of mind. not everyone does while lost in something so irrelevant to the world around.you have so many things to say. and they do inspire me to write more. so i think without it... im sure i would never write again...
ReplyDeletethank you.
iloveyou